This is my first Journal that i write. I don't have anything to say except for the fact that i am as sad as fuck. My girlfriend cheated on me. I might be young but i know for a fact that i acually loved her. I thouht it was impossible entill now. I knew this was going to happen to me so i dont know what this feeling is inside of me. I treated her like a queen and she treated me like crap. I dont think i'm ever going to love someone else. If evey girl will be like her might as well stay single for the rest of my Fucken life. I dont fucken understand life all i know is that life is a bitch. At least to me it is. I know deprestion leads to bad thing such as suicide. Thats all i have to say....